a small part of me wishes i had never even met you so i wouldn’t have to feel this excruciating heartbreak.
but the majority of me is thankful. you taught me how to love. and god, it was magnificent. i just don’t know how to keep going without you. once you’ve experienced the love of your life, how do you ever go back and settle for less?
You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst’, but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you.
There are all types of love in this world but never the same love twice.
I don’t care about losing people who don’t wanna be in my life anymore. I’ve lost people who meant the world to me and I’m still doing just fine.