I talk about you too much
and I know I’m talking about you too much.
Just because someone desires you, does not mean that they value you. Read it over.
Let those words resonate in your mind.
Isn’t it strange? There are so many people out there who secretly love someone. And there are so many people out there who have no idea that someone secretly loves them.
everything is sort of weird and sad and i want to sleep next to you
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.
Do you ever lay in bed and crave someones arms around you but like its not gonna happen so you want to explode
loving you in my sleep
and waking up alone.
I let it go. It’s like swimming against the current. It exhausts you. After a while, whoever you are, you just have to let go, and the river brings you home.